I often feel like this sometimes l can't even cry l feel totally cut off from reality and l am just exsisting and nothing brings me joy just lay in bed where l feel safe.

I just feel void

I feel this way everyday too.I asked my counselor what is wrong with me.She told me its fear that i may fall apart if i show emotions as i have buried them to stay strong.However i have melt downs eventually.

I feel this way most mornings. I just want to sleep and put everything off until the next day. I am so sick of fighting through each day. The only thing that brings me joy is seeing my grand daughter. Her smile warms my heart. This happens to me every month when I get my period. Hopefully my psychiatrist will have a answer for this tomorrow.

When I am in a down period, I describe how feel on the inside as numb. There is just no feeling. NOTHING. It's difficult to relate to the people in my life.