Thanks for all the comments. Every one of them is appreciated. Thank you MDT for helping me get through another dreaded holiday!

I am finding watching old musicals from Turner Classic Movies oddly soothing. I don't know why.

I like celebrating holidays especially our loves who has serviced our country died or a live. We would not have a country if these people didn’t safe us going down. Hugs

Thanks for all of the responses. I appreciate every one of them. It helps. It really does.