Please don't let your pride stop you from getting better. Go in the bathroom look in the mirror. Tell yourself you're worth it. Today is a new day to a new life.

Excellent.
988 to talk and explore options.
911 if you know the hospital would be best.
Keep us posted, Tiffany. 🤗

Pretty amazing, huh?

I'm feeling a lot better and I've gone off my meds because my insurance lapsed I'm not working right now so I can't afford them. I've been able to handle my mood switching better. I feel like I'm slowly getting a grip on life and reality. I convinced myself that I couldn't do anything

Get yourself some good qualified help. There is help for you. I’m so sorry you feel that way. A couple weeks ago I stayed in bed 4 or 5 days, take my meds, didn’t eat I’m diabetic. All I did was sleep.
I know how hard it is. I’m here for you.