Oh do I ever !!!! I didn't think I would survive. I loved him too much , my identity was too enmeshed with him. I thought he was the guy who would grow old with me. Then something in him snapped and he started using drugs , was drinking for a short time but would throw up and miss work so that wasn't working for him. He just went full force Into getting high to ignore what the real problem was in his mind. It hurt me very much that he treated me so badly, physically and emotionally abused me, He ghosted me for weeks , and all I ever did was love him and spoil him. Well, letting go was hard for me and it nearly killed me . I swore I wasn't gonna make it through the worst of it. I did and the pain is gone . Took two years until it stopped hurting. I don't look backwards , i am trying to just be happy one day at a time with what's in front of me in this moment of time. Baby steps .

I have a cousin who knows most of my secrets and more about my depression that the rest of my family. She sold all my secrets for popularity with other cousins. I feel rejected by her especialy because i was so open about my feelings and everything. I honestly don't know why she did it or even care but i felt disposable. She's happy and married now and i suspect she somehow thinks I'm jealous or blame her for my relationship not working out, far from the truth. My anger and hurt towards her has nothing to do with that. She hurt me. Plain and simple.

I was in a relationship for eight years he left me for someone else I can be in a line right behind him at the store and he won’t even speak to me like I have a disease or something it’s so hurtful I don’t know what I have done so wrong but then I have to remind myself it wasn’t me!!! When my dad died in March he didn’t even call or anything but he did send flowers I thought I could’ve got it text .😀Nicole

Try and go for coffee with her and you are loved by so many people. And she still loves you

I have a daughter who has nothing to do with anyone in our family. And we really dont know why. She has 4 boys the oldest just graduated highschool this year. I would love to know my grandsons and see my daughter. I dont care what the reason is or was I just love her and miss her. I pray all the time. I feel like if my only child could not love how could anyone else.