I read to plan on losing 3 friends the people that need your help and can't reciprocate

When I was going thru cancer treatment, I got lots attention. After I was done with treatment I ended up in mental ward . I had my fathers oncologist get him antidepressant and not tell what it was. It helped him a lot. My mom was alive when I went thru breast cancer , telling her was the hardest part. I did go back to group therapy during chemo
My guy at time had back surgery at same time. No summer parties